suppose my love were deaf
though my heart spoke loudly
never heard the truth
suppose God were not so gentle
the unbearable heat of hope was oppressive
and my love watched wordlessly
suppose I reached for you in prayer
but did not believe,”Love must always hear
or be not love at all” you said
“Suppose, this lie is too big
for us. To fail? No – silence is the only choice.”
I could not nod. I could only pray
More for you, I suppose, than me
a million voices whispering on the edges
of my thoughts – where love can not hear
suppose this moment is too fast
all these little hearts too broken and furious
as the weapons of truth run run away
suppose my love were deaf
you say. I smile, “Then my God
would hear for me.”